Saturday, June 4, 2011

Dharamsala

Friday, June 3
Dharamshala

As good fortune would have it, our visit to Dharsmsala, the home of the Tibetan government in exile, has corresponded with His Holiness The Dalai Lama being in residence for some of the few days, amid his full schedule of global travels, that he will spend here this year At 9 am he is speaking in the auditorium of the Tibetan Children's Village, a residential middle and high school for Tibetan children.

We arrive at 6 am, well before any of the crowd now gathering.
Arriving in Dharamsala we quickly learned that tickets for the auditorium where His Holiness will speak are not available for foreigners but all are welcome to an outside arena where his talk will be projected. Now in this gathering throng there is heightening energy as we watch the preparations unfold.

Arriving in this hill village yesterday afternoon was like being beamed out of India and dropped into western China, within a green and mountainous Colorado landscape. This place is sheer tranquility after the crowded brown landscapes of the past two weeks. The narrow street of the village is bustling with Tibetan refugees. Crimson robed monks glide among us, hands busy with prayer beads. From our hotel, across the street from the temple, the low tones of Buddhist chants waft our way. Our culinary options suddenly include Chinese and a smattering of coffee shops and even some Italian to satisfy the wider ethnicities drawn to this place. We are no longer the only westerners in sight.

At 8:30am we are in a crowd lining the walk where His Holiness will pass. In front of us stand twenty girls in traditional Tibetan costume. Spot on time at 8:45 an entourage of cars whisks into view, passing beneath the banner of red, green, white and blue prayer flags. At the base of the concrete steps leading to the auditorium, today adorned with a red carpet, one vehicle stops, the Tibetan girls break into etheral song, robed men kneel to receive a blessing, and past us moves a familiar face, glowing serenely at the crowd.

I was left tearful from that powerful presence. The wise and graceful guidance of this spiritual leader for a people in exile transcends the walls of religion. His message of peaceful co-existence has impacted countless persons around the world. Still, the complexities of the Tibetan situation persist. So, I sit in a town in India populated with ethnic Tibetans who dream of going home.

Account of a pilgrimage

Wednesday, June 1
Jammu

We are in the  town of Jammu, our second night here in three days. In between we traveled through the foothills of the Himalayas  to make  pilgrimage to the shrine of Vaishno Devi.  Amidst the myriad of sacred sites in India, there are two primary pilgrimage sites devoted to the three manifestations of the divine Mother.  A Hindu site, pilgrims  to Vaishno Devi, known as   Yatris,  come to receive the blessings of health, wealth, contentment,  and 'Moksha' - liberation from the wheel of life, death and rebirth.  Religious practice is intrinsic to life in India and pilgrimage sites are prolific.  We have been now to several of the most significant.  Our experiences at     Vaishno Devi and the Ghats of Varanassi have been especially powerful to our journey in India. 

Vaishno Devi  is located at Katra, a small town which draws it's livelihood from the massive numbers of Vaishno Devi Yatris, eight million annually.   Work the math on that and you can imagine the daily average, and the size  of the crowd in which we found ourselves,   After waking in Jammu and traveling to Katra, eating and waiting for the peak heat of the day to pass, it was 2 pm when we set out to begin the 13 km hike up the mountain to the shrine at the top.  Our goal was to reach the top at dusk to take in the view at sunset.  Descending in the dark was not a concern, the broad, concrete block  path is lined by  light poles.  Shops and food vendors, check points, first aid, and some sections of covered path  are dotted throughout the route. Enthusiastic  for the rigor of the  hike and this new adventure, little did we know what lay ahead.

Never on the hike were we out of sight of other pilgrims and never in the course of the day did we encounter  other westerners.  While we have seen only a handful of folks like us  since  India, our presence in this place was a particular  curiosity.   As has happened frequently through the trip, members of our  group were asked to have their picture taken, brave children who knew some English  ventured  " hello," and Shelley was targeted with multiple offers of marriage.  Several times we were asked  how we had learned about this place.   Whatever reason our odd crowd had had dropped into their world, they made us welcome and shouted to us the chant that was the mantra of this hike 'Jai Mata Di, ' and we joined in.

I am not sure what was more perplexing, our startling presence to those around us or our startled awareness of the complex scene.  The path was thick with pilgrims of every age, on multiple modes of transport.  While most were on foot, many ascended the mountain on one of the multitude of festively adorned horses,  the horse's handler scrambling behind, fervently hanging on to the animal's tail.   Women dressed in blue swept fervently to clear the path of the copious amounts of horse dung.  For those too infirmed or privileged for foot or horse, there was the regal option of being borne in a litter, carried on the shoulders of three or four men.   The cost of  this option, David discovered, was per pound weight of the passenger.  Finally, for those truly above it all and with the means to do so, a helicopter made deliveries  to the top complete with a VIP resting area  apart from the teeming masses.  Class difference and the gap between rich and poor is deeply pronounced in this country.  

As anticipated, our sweaty selves arrived at the top  just before dusk, around   6:30pm  (still wondering why the locals don't seem to sweat in this daunting heat.)  Entrance to the shrine was a long and complicated wait.  The pilgrimage itself having been our goal, we decided to forego the wait and began our descent.  The view across the rugged landscape was itself worth the hike.  Looking at the  emerging stars, we couldn't miss the dark clouds in the distance, but we were confident as the sky above us was clear.  Rapidly, however, the clouds scuttled in and lightening in the distance moved closer.  An admitted phobic about lightening, Amy began tutoring us in the proper crouch to assume in a thunderstorm. A quarter of the way down the mountain, the occasional raindrop suddenly turned to a torrent and the sky opened with an onslaught of hail like I have never seen, all just as we dodged into  one of the shelters.  For the next forty-five minutes, we were refugees  with a mass of fellow pilgrims, numerous horses and a goat that nudged its way into our  huddle  The ringing of hail on the tin roof was deafening and the temperature turned quickly frigid.  As water began pouring down our side of the path we climbed across a railing to the other side,, just as the path turned into a raging stream.   Now pressed into half the space, groups circled  to fend off the cold, dodging spots where the shelter leaked. Tarps emerged from the groups of resourceful Indians, more wise and prepared about the elements than we. Seemingly non-pulsed, they squatted beneath their tarps and above the roar of the storm and crash of lightening  (which by now had knocked out all the lights) occasionally shouted out the reassuring 'Jai Mata Di.'. Dreaming of the rain poncho and headlamp I had foolishly left in our hotel room, we circled our group up tight to retain body heat, taking turns with bodies in the middle. We watched the path grow smaller as the rushing stream widened, imagining what might be ahead.  Secretly I recalled media images of people swimming through areas flooded by India monsoons.  Despite what seemed a worst case scenario,  what pervaded our circle was a transcendent calm.  The power of community kept us humorful and comforted.  The goat nudged closer into our circle as the path continued to narrow, and then just as it had begun, the storm suddenly took a turn and the torrent began to subside. At this point, Nate  (the former Army veteran in our group) wisely declared, "On the scale of danger to discomfort, I think we have moved to majority discomfort." And so we ventured out of the shelter.

Leaving the calm refuge of the shelter, we now faced a dark and slippery path and 5 kilometers to the bottom.  Enthused rather  than dampened by the storm, the night was now filled with even more shouts of pilgrims.  Nighttime, we now learned, being the favored time to hike, we found ourselves pressed between growing hoards coming towards us and equal numbers behind us. In the dark (all lights on the path still out) we held hands and linked arms feeling our way along, occasionally jerking each other from the paths of fast moving horses and the poles of litters which made the dark  path a surreal obstacle course.  Serendipitously in the chaos, we rounded one corner and in a glimpse of rare light ran smack into Jonathan Kramer who taking his own pace up the mountain had been separated from the group since the  hike began.  We added him to our human chain and by midnight we  gratefully reached our starting place. 

The post-apocalyptic scene of  Old Delhi, had just been matched and trumped by the added elements of nature's torrent and physical survival.    What has become the most memorable chapter of this trip, over breakfast the next morning, we all declared was also our finest hour.   As pilgrimages ideally give us, what we discovered was our own better selves. Rarely have I been as proud of a group, or as admiring and grateful for such fine company.

Jai Mata Di!

Sunday, May 29, 2011

Delhi

Sunday, 28 May 2011

We have come full circle since last Tuesday. We now have two nights on the train under our belt, and in between Varanasi.

It is fortunate for traveling logistics that we are a group of twelve. India train sleeper berths handily accommodate six. Arranged in our cars, prior to sleeping, we sit on benches, three in a row, knees touching three companions facing us, feet resting on our luggage. Each side of this space, the size of an average American walk- in closet, converts to bunks, three beds high. By the time of our second trip, we were seasoned train travelers and knew little things like: be ready, as soon as the train arrives at your stop other passengers are boarding to enter your car and you best be out of the way. Our first trip arrival into Varanasi ended 30 minutes earlier than expected and we were jolted from sleep at 5 am with three minutes to scramble out of our bunks and off the train, rushing headlong into newly boarding passengers. Talk about an abrupt wake up call . .

I realize that an inordinate amount of my writing has focused on the logistics of getting from place to place. Mobility is one of life's basic complications and in India it is a complication of infinite degree. The greatest factor is the sheer density of population. Delhi is the most populated city of India with 9,340 persons per square kilometer. Never was this more pronounced than the day we visited Old Delhi. What was once the old walled city of Delhi originating with the Mughal empire in the early 1600s, now dilapidated and crowded, Old Delhi is still the symbolic heart of the city. Traversing Old Delhi is like a journey into a post-apocalyptic scene that my imagination could not begin to create. At any point I could stand at a given spot and touch at least six people, three rickshaws, a goat, a motorcycle, a cart of mangoes, and a cow. Squeezing through the cacophony of noise and clutter presents a new view with every step. Lining the disarray of the streets are buildings in various states of crumbling demise, still in full employ despite missing walls or roofs, much like the many people with missing limbs still making their way through the chaos Draping the structures is an unfathomable amount of worn and tangled electrical wire. The air is as thick with smoke and particulate matter as the ground is with every form of refuse.

We have carried with us the weight of that afternoon in Old Delhi. It is baggage that has made heavy our hearts and confounded our minds with helplessness in the face of such enormous need.

On the same day, we visited the Gandhi museum, the man whose simple, beautiful, and courageous life is memorialized on the face of India's currency and more significantly by his example that despair and injustice should not be the final word.


When I despair, I remember that all through history the ways of truth and love, have always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall. Think of it - always,
- Mahatma Gandhi

Traveling to Varanasi

Tuesday,  May 24, 2011

Sitting in a train station in Tundla.  Ben, sitting next to me has just exclaimed, "I feel sweat dripping down my legs...". We are in the Upper Class waiting  room having arrived at 4:00 pm  for a train we were told would arrive at 5:30.  We were brought to the waiting room after thirty minutes on the platform and the assistance of several 'Porters' with minimal English deciphered we had arrived far too early.

"How do they do it?" Ben has now exclaimed rhetorically, referring again to the truly impressive heat. As we wallow, red-faced and sweaty,  Indians perch serenely around us.  In the middle of the room, a woman of middle age draped in a brilliant blue sari is perched on a backless stool. Her warm greeting ushered us into this space,  " I am the boss"  she proudly declared, with a twinkle in her eye.  She is the first fluent English speaker we have met since arriving at the station.  She confidently assures us that our train does indeed arrive at eight.  A mere four hours to wait here with the heat and flies and patient fellow travelers sitting mutely in metal chairs which ring this 20' by 40' room.

"I feel like my butt is literally cooking"  Ben mutters.
David wagers it  is well  past one hundred outside. So this space is judged to be in the balmy nineties.

We arrived in Tundla after an hour van ride from Agra, our location for the past twenty - four hours.  In Agra we basked in India's most famous site . . the Taj Mahal.  It is a marvelous thing to arrive at a site so excessively praised, and have it exceed your expectations.  No more I can say about that...

"I think I would kill a cow in the middle of Delhi in order to take my shirt off in here " David wistfully states, having joined Ben's  heat induced conversation.

A young boy scoots  into  the waiting  room through the screen door and bee lines to us with an outstretched hand. Boss jumps up with her arm raised to give him a swat, and he scoots back out.   The constant attention of beggers is one of India's most daunting realities.  We have struggled with the appropriate response.  Mostly we train our eyes to stay steely and straight ahead. Jonathan,however, is the worst at this.  Jonathan is Dr. Jonathan Kramer, an NCSU music department faculty member and world music specialist.  Jonathan's multiple prior trips to India, his tremendous knowledge, and infectious enthusiasm and generosity of spirit made him the perfect person to bring on this trip.  It is that final quality that makes ignoring the beggars, particularly the children, an impossibility for Jonathan.  Consequently, they swarm about him like small flies.

 "Hell is  surely a lot hotter," someone jests, and Bassil hangs his head contritely,  "then it  is time for me to start living a more righteous life."

The wit, adaptability and smart  irony of this group of travelers is what makes them the perfect company for traveling.  That, and the fact that they are serious about the business of making meaning of this complicated experience.   The Religions of India is what we identified months ago  as  the theme of this trip, so as we go we are attuning ourselves to the multitude of religious structures and practices which abound in this country, as much as in any place in the world. 

 Amid quips about the heats, folks are enjoying time with their books.  Next to  me Bassil's reading is consistent with our travel theme and his own personal passion- interfaith understanding.  A quote he shares with me speaks to our shared longing on this journey,

My heart has grown capable of taking on all forms
It is a pasture for gazelles
A table for the Torah
A convent for Christians
Ka'bah for the Pilgrim
Whichever the way love's caravan shall lead
That shall be the way of my faith.
IBN ARABI

Saturday, May 21, 2011

A Caldwell India Summer

May 22, 2011
Sunday morning

Cup of tea and the Times of India. Half a world away from my usual coffee and Raleigh News and Observer.
It is my third morning in Delhi, and there is now some familiarity to this place. Twelve of us are finally all here, our arrivals spread over several days and with four days in Delhi we have some time to adjust to this very different world before we begin an intense traveling agenda. The safe girl part of me is relishing this little chapter as I write from the air conditioned comfort of my room at the Kingston Park Hotel in New Delhi. Outside it is sunny and it seems that yesterday's sweet rain and break in the heat will be only a memory today. Day before yesterday it was 114 F.

Step outside our hotel and India broadsides you with a hard kick upside the head. Delhi is a city of 10 million people and half of them are on the road at any given time, zipping about each other in a hodgepodge of red and yellow auto rickshaws, compact cards, bicycle rickshaws, motorcycles, trucks and the occasional horse or brahma bull. We arrived in the midst of a taxi strike and the first day we depended on whatever means we could find to get about. Day one I rode two auto rickshaws, one bicycle rickshaw, and a makeshift taxi/ van. Whatever the means we squeeze as many of our bodies in as we can get, plus one more (student groups travel low on money and high on willingness to sacrifice comfort.) The final rickshaw ride of the day about did me in. We were far from our hotel and finding a driver willing to go the distance with us took multiple attempts. With no taxis working (recall the strike) we finally found a reluctant but willing auto rickshaw driver who allowed four of us to fill his bench fit for two. Fitted onto the engine of a motorcycle, the rickshaw was straining with the four of us
plus driver. Still, that was the least of the drama. It was evening and the heaviest traffic time of the day. I dared not hang on with my hand clenching the side of the rickshaw frame, for fear of losing a hand.... yes, traffic cuts that close. There are traffic lane markers which seem
only to serve as guides for staying straight for the drivers who split lanes by driving on the line. Roundabouts abound in this city (a thank you
to former British occupation, I wager) and they seem to operate like a swarm of fish in a feeding frenzy, drivers charge in and somehow
(miraculous to me) come out in the other side. I, however, will need to up my next birthday count by one year, as I am sure I have lost a
year of life from the stress of it all.

Readers, relax. We aren't spending all of this trip dependent on such piecemeal mode of transportation. For months we have been working with a travel company on this end who have handled our hotel bookings and our transport from city to city. Yesterday from inside a mini bus that comfortably carried our group, we began an undertaking of the major sites of Delhi. Saved from the distraction of hanging-on-for-dear-life, we could take in the larger view as we moved about the city. What I cannot fathom is the endless amount of broken concrete and crumbling buildings. Combine poor materials and construction with a brutal weather system . . . this is apparently what you get. And amidst the rubble stretched along the roadside are the shanties which are the makeshift homes of countless persons. What bit of green that exists is well
worm by the traffic of those countless people.

So why have we come to this faraway and often wearying place? Because we know there is also so much more to India and so much we have to learn. We have come to open our minds and hearts. Stay tuned.

Friday, June 27, 2008

Istanbul

Imagine the contrast: going from a country of 3.5 million to a city of 13 million; that has been the shift from Bosnia to Istanbul. My imagination could never have come up with this place. We have 8 days here and that is still not enough. Some of our group have set out on excursions to other parts of Turkey (we have a group currently in Ephesus) but I opted to immerse in Istanbul and hope to get to the other parts another time.

In the book 1000 Places to See Before You Die, Istanbuhl racks up with 7 entries and I have been knocking them off the list each day. Here are a few:

- The Haggia Sophia and the Blue Mosque. Within 1000 yards from each other, these two structures are individually stunning and as a pair are fantastical. Together they are two of the most distinctive structures of the expansive Istanbul skyline.

- The Bosphorus - is the river that runs through Istanbul and gives the city its distinction of being the only city sitting on two continents. One side of the Bosphorus is Europe, the other Asia. On a river trip yesterday, we sailed up the Bosphorus to the Black Sea. The mosques, palaces, palatial homes and all array of ships and boats - combined with blue water and a very warm and sun-filled day (as have been all our days in Istanbul) made for a most delightful trip.

- Turkish bath - We tried the bath in Budaphest which was a delicious spa-like experience. A Turkish bath is a whole other level. This one truly fits the 'bath' experience. I was 'bathed' and massaged (from head to toe) by a generous portion of woman named Felice. Bathing included being scrubbed down with a sandpapery mitt and being splashed repeatedly at the ritual's end with copious amounts of cold water (which felt good in that steamy space) ladeled from a marble basin (every thing is well worn marble in this place) with one of the traditional hand-hammered tin basins distinctive to the baths. After the hour plus experience one sits wrapped in a towel and drinks tea and munches on Turkish delight before slipping off to your individual changing room, complete with single bed in case you need a little nap after all that . . i did.

Soccer update: The Turkey vs. Germany game (semifinal game in the tournament) was our fourth game in the host country of a Eurocup team and this one, alas, was the first loss. Ahh, we were hopeful for a win as the final game would have been with Turkey on Sunday, our final night on this trip. It was a terrific match and a close one. Seeing the exuberance over each goal the Turks won was surely only a taste of what a victory would have looked like. But perhaps, with the spirit of this team of students and a photographer who could not have resisted rushing into the post-game frenzy, I can be thankful for no soccer fatalities. (Footnote to the comment on my last post, that we had been told Turks like to shoot guns in the air after a victory, there was the icon of a handgun with a red X across it in the corner of the television during the game broadcast. . . ).

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Sarajevo

I am writing this post from Istanbul, Turkey.  We arrived here by Bosnia and Herzegovnia airlines on Sunday.  We will live out the final chapter of this trip in this, our most eastern stop of the journey.  More about Istanbul to come . . but first a look back at the three days we spent in Sarajevo.

Sarajevo was the bookend to our two weeks in Livno.  A windy five hour bus ride, in and out of Sarajevo,  through Bosnian countryside took us to the mountainous region containing Livno. Returning to this city provided significant perspective on our Bosnian adventure.   

Of all the cities on this journey:  Vienna, Budaphest, Split, Dubrovnik, Samobor and Istanbul - Sarajevo has nearly unanimously been everyone's favorite.  I have clear memories of the 1984 Olympics in Sarajevo, which the students of this trip (except 1) were not even alive to experience. I remember  when the war began in Bosnia in in 1992 and Sarajevo fell under siege and my bafflement on how this could happen to what had just been the site of that Olympic ideal of  international spirit and cooperation.  

What makes Sarajevo my favorite city of this trip is a combination of factors.  One is its matter of scale.  In European fashion, it is highly walkable and the city is united by pedestrian avenues paved  of  well-worn stones.  One can scale hills on any side of the city to view its multitude of diverse architecture, its series of bridges, countless mosques and cathedrals, and its far too many tombstones.  Slowly taking in one of the graveyards one evening at dusk and the endless graves of the war dead from  1992, 93 and 94, my other contemporary on this trip, Art, and I were sobered at how many of the war dead were from our generation.  It must be, he commented, like our parents walking through a graveyard of WW2  victims.  It is this bittersweet factor of the city which makes one feel quite alive here; it is a city that is still coming back and has a long way yet to go (the stunning City Hall and Library which was bombed at the beginning of the war, destroying 2 million books, periodicals and documents still stands as a mere shell.)

Sarajevo is highly affordable.  One can eat fabulous meals at amazing prices.  Two memorable restaurants stood out for me.  One was a tiny cafe (actually, tiny describes most of the restaurants here) with an even tinier kitchen where the chef turned out amazing fusion dishes, always with a healthy portion of fresh grilled vegetables presented like a work of art.  Originally named 'To Be or Not To Be,"  the 'Not to Be' portion of the name was struck through on the door with a slash of red.  This was done by its owners during the war when 'not to be' was not an option.  Dveri,  my other memorable restaurant, I learned from the waiter had been the place where Bill Clinton ate when he visited Sarajevo as president; ' he had sardines.'  

Most stunning about Sarajevo is its spirit.  This is a relaxed city which wears the air of someone who has just finished a long bout of hard times and is just happy to be alive.  It sparkles with life and hospitality.  Like every place on this trip, coffee shops are the deal and folks take time to spend sharing coffee.  Here we discovered  coffee Turkish style, which,  in retrospect was uniquely   Sarajevo as we have yet to see anything in Turkey like the charming copper covered with tin, coffee pots and cup sets which one drank from at little tables and were for sale in copious amounts as true art forms.

We sat in an ancient brewery one evening and watched our third soccer game featuring Croatia, which as you may recall was the favored team in Livno.  In Sarajevo they were matched against Turkey and were defeated.  When we were the only table that gave a whoop for Croatia at one point of the game, we realized firsthand what we had been told:  When you are in Sarajevo, you better root for Turkey  (yes, the politics are complicated here).    Now, we are in Turkey and tonight they have a match in the still on-going EuroCup.  We will watch the match of course,  but in this place we will stay clear of the post game happenings, as Turks are known to be highly spirited about their soccer and celebrations routinely include shooting guns
 into the air. . .